...Lost

...Been thinking about converting back to Christianity. Not sure why.

...Just feels like something's missing...not as happy as I used to be when I still believed in God as a little kid. ...Even if I can't force my brain to physically believe in the seemingly impossible, there's still a lot of valuable life lessons in the Bible on ethics and philosophy....I need to get back in touch with that. Who knows...might even find God in the process.

Wow! Glad to hear this.

Thanks...seems like a good philosophy. I need to have some kind of a code, and I kinda have difficulty with ethics due to how I was programmed by mad scientists to do whatever it takes, and to hell with morality. ....Can't turn into what they wanted me to be. As much as I want to kill every last one of them, deciding NOT to would result in a better outcome, and reduce risk of my crusade being ended prematurely. ....It also demonstrates that I'm better than they are. They kidnap and torture children to death for money. I intend to rescue and shelter those children for free, without killing. Sends a stronger message if I don't stoop to their level.

....Resist temptation.